Constantly Fucked Over/Up

Monday, January 10, 2005

Still Angry

Hello all… I hope you read the source of my bane. That happened a few months ago and we’re still not talking to each other. Click the title to see the explanation about the whole thing.

Anyway, I felt very angry and pissed when I found out that I was blamed for all this! Why me? How come I was the only one in the wrong? Can anyone please tell me why I was the only wrong one?

Sure, the post was eeeevil but if it hurt you and you feel all vengeful, why take it out on something else? Why deliberately jeopardize my friendship with someone else? You have a problem with me, deal with me! This is just like what D’Hoffryn, Lord of the Vengeance Demons, told Anya in Buffy the Vampire Slayer, “Why go for the kill when you can go for the hurt?”

Which is so fucking true in this case… I am still thinking about her possible motives though… if she really did wanna hurt me she should have just done something else instead of this coz the other girl got hurt as well! all I know now is that the backstabber is best friends with my ex-best friend. So maybe that was the motive, to erase me and take my place. But she hates my ex-best friend’s bitchy personality as much as I did. I bet you my ass she failed to mention that when I was talking bad about my ex-best friend, the backstabber joined in on the fun as well!

Oh well, I’m not losing anything… at least now I’m not gonna worry about suddenly finding myself having to pay for dinner that I did not eat! And that girl did not even apologize or feel bad about it too! She said it was my fault and my fault alone. During Eid, she called me and told me that she’d forgiven all that I did wrong to her when it was supposed to be the other way around. Normally people ask for forgiveness during Eid, that is the norm and the culture. Why she did not ask for forgiveness? Coz she blames me for it 100%, that skanky ho!


  • why the new address? u want me to link here or old place?

    By Blogger husz, at 1:31 AM  

  • Just a place to vent... my normal site is still being watched by the bitches... apparently changing sites and/or not talking to them still does not deter them from trying to pick at my brain... sigh... don't link to this one okay? dun want anyone else to find it...

    By Blogger Holden, at 8:09 AM  

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